Mostly my inspiration came from the lyrics and some self experience...
"i found rebellion in self destruction
I need to find a place to lay my
I walk then I crawl
I'm thankful to be moving at all
considering all the places
i've been on the way
some people build towers
I just dig holes
on my way down again"
That's why she is crawling loking for the hole she made with her own nails, while a smirk is on her face... complacient on self destruction...